John,It's already been 18 days since God took you from us and i miss you sooo much that it hurts,I can still call your phone at the house and Listen to your voice on the message machine, I kinda feel good when i hear you,But it is not the same without you HERE!! JOHN,You would be sooo sad to know all the pain and Family turmoil that is happening now. I couldnt sleep and it is 3 am as i write this,...If only i had got to you sooner in the day like we planned,But remember Tim and I were Bailing and pumping out our wonderful FLOODED BASEMENT!!You called us at 2:36 pm wanting us to come be with you because..REMEMBER? You know what i mean, I should have just left here(Home)and came to be with you,This 1 is going to Haunt me FOREVER i do think John. I am SORRY, Soooo Very Very SORRY I let you down, But..I just didnt know. ONE THING POSITIVE I can say is that there will NEVER be another JOHN,Like YOU.So careing,gentle,Loved Sooo much for the special way about you AT least that is how I feel.If only others understood you as Tim and I did,and you know what I mean too,Just never forget That,OK?
Goodnight John xo
*Love You*
And Miss you SO MUCH,DARN IT!!
*Love Dayla & Tim*</b></font><br><br>
